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new journal [12 Mar 2004|05:28pm]


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friends only [01 Mar 2004|05:16pm]
Thanks to a certain bitch I am now making this journal FRIENDS ONLY. add me people i love

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New board [22 Feb 2004|04:40pm]
[ mood | happy ]


Temporary address. Yes, it looks like Naptown. No, I don't give a shit. Dana and I don't want it to be big, we just wanted somewhere where the RSHG could talk in peace.

Love you <33

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maybe im just out of my mind [21 Feb 2004|07:37pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Saw Big Fish with Tanya and Christine. Caused a ruckus.

See, I don't have any credit. I TOLD Twiney I was going to the movies today. So what does she do? She texts me while I'm on the bus (already late) going, I'll text you when I'm in town, my dad's let me out, LOADS to tell you from last night!

God. So I'm like shit, I can't text back. I get to the ABC and Tanya doesn't have any credit. Christine shows. She does but doesn't wanna waste it on Twiney. Which, yeah, was mean, but Christine DOES hate her and I wouldn't waste my credit on someone I hated.

Halfway through the movie Twiney calls Tanya (my phone was off, I have common courtesy, Tanya decides to leave hers on LOUD) and Tanya lies to her, says she's at home, which was pretty un-decent of her. I felt really sorry for Twiney.

I called her when I got home and told her the whole story, no lies. Okay, I called Tanya before and warned her I was gonna tell the truth. She was cool about it. That's what I love about her. <33

Gonna stay home and do my homework tomorrow. Should be a real blast.

silence is silver and glittery

THAT way? [20 Feb 2004|09:15pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Talked to Tanya for 2 hours on the phone earlier. She's hooked on me again. I don't get it. I don't feel the same. Sometimes I think I do. Sometimes I actually do. But most of the time I think it's too weird. I love her to death, she's one of the closest people to me in the world. I told her I loved her, and she said, "But you don't like me THAT way, do you?"

I feel sad.

It doesn't make our friendship weird, but you can feel it's always there. I can tell by the way she looks at me.

If you read this, Tanya, sorry, I just needed to let it out.

Hug me someone.

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injustice? damn... [20 Feb 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

Oh, god. Naptown is way too much for the heart sometimes. Basically, Random Shit is gone and RSHG cannot go on within Naptown.

It's annoying, but I'm sure I won't lose sleep over it. Dana made her own board...we'll be okay there. I'm still gonna post on Naptown, but Dana's and Lance's boards too. Hum de dum.

Boring day. Talking to Amy....I love you. :')

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in the name of all that is pure [19 Feb 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Who is YOUR Punk Lover by Slythiechick
Fave color
Your lover is:Bert McCracken
He will leave you:In Five years
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

*shrugs* Not so bad.
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stop the madness [19 Feb 2004|12:58pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm so fed up with this shit on Naptown.

Every day there's something new.

Something more pointless than the day before.

Don't get me wrong. I love Naptown. It's one of the few reasons I come on the internet in the first place. But it's turned a cheap soap-opera. I feel sorry for the newbies. Yes, yes, it's just a word below your name, but if you haven't got friends, you're fucked. Or at least that's how it appears to me. People DO gang up on them. And the board is so evolved now, what with it's clubs, cliques, groups, societies, etc. etc, that it must take a long time to feel that you actually fit in.

Okay, I'm done.

I'm really really really REALLY bored. I got up, had a shower, did my bio homework which I've been putting off for weeks, had breakfast, put my shoes on to go do my round, and the door was locked. No key to be found. My mother is so stupid. I have no idea what time her or Katie are getting home. She won't pick up her mobile. Why is everyone in my family so idiotic?

Another boring day.

But Friends is on tonight. =)

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playing it fair [18 Feb 2004|08:09pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Your hook up with Jesse Lacey by smurdlad
Your livejournal username
Where you meetat a coffee shop
How you meetin the rain
What happensyou kidnap him
What resultshe breaks your heart
This happens onAugust 23, 2023
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

Having my heart broken is becoming a trend with me.
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Time of my life [18 Feb 2004|05:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]

[Spell your first name back wards]: acissej

[3 words that sum you up]: strange, affectionate, loving
[Wallet]: black with silver studs..stolen from claire's. i dont steal regularly I swear but it was just so pretty.

[Fears]: LIFTS, having remote controls/hairbrushes thrown at me, dying alone, meeting new people.

[Your first thoughts when u wake up]Either Joel or some random song. The other day it was that kids rhyme that goes "this old man he played one, he played nick nack...blah"

[Goals to achieve]: My band to be successful, emigrate to the states, meet GC properly, play drums
[Changed who you were to fit in]: Psh, no.

[children]: No. I love kids but if they were my own I think I'd shoot them.

[People I could trust with my life]: My best friend Tanya, Amy <3 (hehe) my big sister.
[tattoo]: no
[Ever gotten beaten up]: hell yeah.

[Wot u like in guy/girl]: sense of humour, good looks, like to have a lot of fun.
[Your best physical feature]: Legs, mouth (i like my lips for some reason...) people say I have a nice waist. Yeah okay.

[Get on with your parents]: Mother, never. Dad, sometimes. He's okay.
[Eaten an entire box of oreo’s]: YES. The last time I went to America the first thing I did was hit the wal-mart and buy 2 weeks worth.
[Coffee/lds hot chocolate cup]: what.

[Shoes]: shit trainers, boots.
[CD in stereo right now]: brand new - deja entendu.

[In my head]: friends theme tune. DJRKHESKT ARGH.

[Some of your favorite movies]: Annie, May, Spirited Away, School of Rock (just saw it...mehehe excellentemondo)

[something you're looking forward to]: MEST MARCH 17TH. *sings loudly*

[hate?]: paper rounds, school, teachers, backstabbing friends, quiche.

[Do you believe in a thing called love]: sometimes.

[Do you believe in soul mates]: firmly.

[Do you believe in love at first sight]: yeah. relates to the whole soul mate thing.

[If you could have any animal for a pet]: a mini-tiger. damn paris hilton.

[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]: New York, Orlando, Tokyo.

[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]: cereal bars (im such a loser) onion rings, chocolate stuff, eh, im bad at this shit.

[What's something you wish you could understand better?]: being able to refer to sources in history.

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?]: My friend Aimee who I haven't seen for a year, my old best friend Lona who left school, Liberty who has been suspended for a while.

{In the last 24 hours, have you:}

[Cried:] Nope.

[Gotten sick:] no

[Sang:] yes, badly.

[Felt stupid:] of course.

[Hugged someone:] yeah

[Talked to someone you have a crush on:] No

[Fought with your parents:] yea

[Dreamed about someone you can't be with:] *cries*
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower:] whats in between? cos thats me.

[Would u rather be with friends or on a date:] Date.

[Do you attend church:] nope, not christian.
[Do you like being around people:] only people i know well.

[Who have you known the longest:] Laura, Fran, Aimee, Marcus, Rach meh.

[who do you argue the most with:] My mum

[Who do you always get along with:] Tanya, Amy

[Who is the smartest:] Mitch.

[Who is your Hero:] Joel Madden,, Christina Aguilera, Brody Dalle.

[One more question] [Do you like the person who sent you this?] caitypoo <33

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[18 Feb 2004|01:15pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

I'm feeling all giggly.


I listened to the Kylie cover again, for some reason. Haven't listened to that in ages! Now I have If you leave on...I love Joel's voice in that song, dunno, something about it, yeah, okay.

When I listen to GC now I almost feel sad because I love them so much. One year ago they were just something else to listen to, I never thought it'd get this far. Hm. Interesting. Can't see myself getting obssessed with any other band.

Should really go and do my paper round. Maybe if I wait till Katie gets back she'll do it for me. Bahahaha. >:D

I'm so pissed at Twiney. I've been angry with her all fucking week because of what she did on Saturday. Pretending to be Keli and all to get information out of me. Fucking prick.

Ooh, Little Things Acoustic. This version is so fucking funny, they can't stop laughing. I'd love to see what they were doing while they were recording it...mehehehe.

I'm out.

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Make me over [17 Feb 2004|06:21pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

I gave my journal a makeover. I was bored, what can I say.

16th Feb

Did absolutely fuck all. Sat home all day. Did my paper round. Wow!

17th Feb

Went to see School of Rock with Tanya. Best movie I've seen all year. Fucking awesome.

I would just like to say...I have undying love for Amy, as we had one of the best conversations this morning. <33333333333

Now I'm bored. Added a mod to althotness...meh. :D

silence is silver and glittery

Fun [15 Feb 2004|05:36pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Just made Keli a livejournal.

<333 to Keli.

She made me talk to Twiney. Actually, Twiney prentended to be her, and I ended up saying some stuff to her I probably shouldn't have.

Oh well. I dunno what to think about Twiney right now. I thought we made up on friday night, but Keli says Twiney thinks I still hate her. Whatever.

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high expectations [15 Feb 2004|01:51pm]
[ mood | blah ]

How in god's name do they expect a 4 year old to be able to say SERENDIPITY?

I just got back from Charlotte's birthday at SERENDIPITY SAM'S. How complicated is that word? My MUM can barely say it.

I had to see Andy (My big sister's ex-husband)whom I absolutely HATE. He's such an asshole. I'll never forgive him for what he did to my sister.

Got all day to myself, as Twiney (even though I probably wouldn't go out with her anyway) is in Liss, and Tanya's gone to some shitty Roman Bath thing in North London for 2 days. Great.

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if you're a dream then come true.... [14 Feb 2004|08:01pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Today was a total washout.

Got Deja Entendu.


My mum got a tattoo yesterday. It's the most pointless thing I have ever seen.

silence is silver and glittery

Alone [14 Feb 2004|10:58am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Happy Valentine's day everyone <333

I've never liked this holiday, 9/10 I've been alone for it. So it doesn't bother me anymore. I have nothing to do all day. I made up with Twiney last night, but she is at work and grounded all day. I could go somewhere with Tanya but I really can't be assed. Actually, maybe I will, but I have to do my round and my dad's gonna take me to Castlepoint to get Deja Entendu. FINALLY.

Oh well, I don't really care what I do either way.

Off to Naptown, I guess.

Ooh, I'm up before eleven! I am getting good at this getting up thing!

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immaturity is a virtue...apparently [13 Feb 2004|12:43am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I can't believe how sad and pathetic Emma Twine is. I officially HATE her. What the fuck is wrong with her? As I predicted to Tanya on the phone last night, she sent me a message at about eleven thirty. Only it wasn't the apologetic please forgive me message that I expected.

She goes: "Apparently the internet is more important than our friendship. FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. Have fun with your girlfriend. Gay arsed freak."

GAY ARSED FREAK? I think that's around my little sister's level...sorry, but...fucking hell who does she think she is? I hate her. I fucking hate her. She has to right to dictate the way I should live my life. She wants me to break up with Tanya...NO FUCKING WAY. Not for her. Not for anyone.

I hate this world.

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eoot [12 Feb 2004|07:57pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Half term baby yeeeeeahhhh!

Woo...wow, an entire week to do...nothing.


Bored tonight. Fell out with Twiney (again) today...oh well. I really am not fussed right now. ::whistles::

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Three days [11 Feb 2004|06:06pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

The last three days it has been me, Tanya and Christine. And I have to admit, I kinda like it. I'm not saying I'd have it this way forever, but it's nice having a break from her.

The other two are gonna give Twine one last chance, and if they piss her off...well, as Cher would say, they're audi. I, on the other hand, do not know what to do. I dunno if I wanna be her friend. I know I wanna be Tanya and Christine's friend, but...argh, I dunno, it's all so very confusing.

I have to do my Biology homework.

silence is silver and glittery

[10 Feb 2004|06:11pm]
Amy says it isn't showing. Why does it have to happen to me? *giggle*
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